Even with the current crisis in the workforce and economy I'm going ahead with travel plans. If it's not the taliban it's the tax man, so fuck it!

Don't get me wrong I'm not even in the slightest position to be planning on spending my money, I am struggling just like everyone else. I hate the struggle and the anxiety and the all mighty dollar.
I'm hating what it's doing to everyone around me.
If I had the influence money has for even a moment, yes, I would spoil it on meaningless shit like manipulation and seduction but I would enjoy that moment for its true worth. If that makes even the slightest bit of sense?!

I'm rambling as I do. pardon me...

Saw Tiger Army at the Hi-Fi bar last night!
Killer show, many well dressed and inked peoples in the crowd.
Very handsome men they are and they really put on a good show.
Plus Zombie Ghost Train from Sydney were far better than I anticipated, I figured "they're from Sydney, how fucking great can they get???" but they had a really good act and really warmed up the crowd well I thought.

Working a lot more, because people are sick of being bent over in front of Glenn for they're entire working day...sooo, they're bailling and I'm picking up all their shifts.
Looking for work still. Everyone is in school so I figure I may aswell finally pull in line and orginise/plan or experiment with applying mid-year or just getting shit together for next year...what do you think???
Still arts but I would enjoy some journalism, business or literature aswell.

Not much else, maybe after Monday there will be...St Patricks Day of course, bbq and beverages at my place!

I usually dislike birthdays, I hate compulsory fun. It completely contradicts what I actually think fun is. Although normalcy is a friend of mine to many others, again my idea of normal contradicts theirs. What a befuddled world we live in!

21, is that cool? I don't feel old in the slightest as I feel I rightly shouldn't, yet everyone keeps telling me it's just about too late to start any new 'career making' moves??? FUCK YOU. People change careers at 45 and your telling me I'm too old to start in any given career, let alone dominate any field of expertise??? If this thought makes sense to you, I don't like you, please leave.

Anyhow, I had fun with Agwa and Absinthe all green and fiery, the night was lots of fun and ended in a classy high-rise hotel room (I took home everything that could be concealed in a duffle bag).

Looking forward to Saint Patricks Day, enjoy hosting a little booze bash or two, I also love the colour green. Other than that working little sleeping even less but enjoying the X-Files more than ever.

So what has happened in Lilyland over the past two years...





















There was particular hype about that last image...aparently my nemesis prefers me to not self-promote so that she can continue talking shit and telling people I'm a fat ugly whore???

Other than that bridges have been burned others barely repaired, bleeding backs, green eyes, the usual self-doubt and confusion that is the human condition to some extent, same old same old...

the first krispy kreme in melbourne opened up and like a pathetic addict i waited in the rain for four hours just to get a hit.

P.S. I dont work there im just a fan.

i just realised i have two weeks of holidays in only 3 days, thank fuck. its been just over 2 weeks of school and although it is a short period of time, all day every day in a shitty highschool with emo pricks is not fun. i got split enz tickets by the way, im sure no one really cares but i do obviously, row B how mad is that? insane. from lily.

i am really bored and i just finished talking to this guy from new jersey. that was so much fun. i have school on monday. now im bored and depressed. kent cunnington is so freaky, he's like an over-weight overly dominating version of stephen king, and imagine the embarrassment of attempting to say his name if you were dyslexic. dont want to spell it out or anything but kunt cennington wow. so obvious yet in class i feel im the only one that noticed. anyone heard bloc party? there is something so perfect about banquet and its even better with the film clip. some things just work, and this is one of them, the vocal, the mixing, the instrumental. i think ill watch it again now. this is my first journal entry and considering life is what it is, it wont be my last. lily.